Initiatory work sucks. I mean that in the nicest way possible. It is just that the work itself is quite difficult. The self-analysis; seeking the next great internal vista to explore; finding new and varied pitfalls, some of which are very deep and require considerable effort to climb out of; licking wounds and healing from said experience of stepping off a cliff. The list goes on. Those of you who walk this path understand this well. Those of you about to embark on this type of journey, you have been given fair warning. Those of you who have never considered this, well, now is your opportunity. With all of this being said, I would like to take that context and talk about my mother.
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It is unusual getting a sort of do-over in the middle of life. You live your life entirely one way for so long and then realize, oops, no, that isn’t me. I need to rethink this thing. Of course, my “rethink” resulted in a rather drastic shift that not only forced the overhaul of my world, but did the same to quite a lot of people around me. It was a near impossible thing to do, but not doing so would have had a likely tragic end for me, which would still result in a world shift for everyone around me. Either way, it was an inevitability. Life is a series of inevitable events, but those events can be shaped to greater or lesser degree by our awareness.
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Lasciel AnnwynnI am one of those. Yes, that kind. I poke around in the corners and lesser explored paths of life looking for it's mysteries. There is so much magic in the world when you open your perception to it. Look with eyes of wonder. Archives
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